“Do you know how to play the piano?”
My roommates and I moved into our freshman dorms at BYU, and our new bishopric emailed out a “get-to-know-you” survey to everyone.
(I can’t even imagine how overwhelmed that bishopric was with having to meet 180 18-19 year olds all at the same time, and issue callings as quickly as possible.)
Of course, one of the questions on their survey was:
Do you play the piano?
I stopped when I saw that question.
Because I was afraid.
I was afraid that if I answered truthfully, I would be “stuck” in a musical calling.
And music-related callings are often demanding and/or isolating.
But I also remembered the lessons my parents had taught me about sharing my talents at church.
I filled out the survey, saying that I did play the piano.
The Lord was talking to many of the men who had traveled to Missouri in D&C 60:2:
“But with some I am not well pleased, for they will not open their mouths, but they hide the talent which I have given unto them, because of the fear of man.”
These men were hiding their talents because of FEAR.
I’ve learned that anything fear-based is not coming from God.
If I’m afraid of people judging me
Or I’m afraid of people comparing me
Or if I’m afraid of getting a certain calling
Or if I’m afraid of being asked to volunteer in some way
Or even if I’m afraid of people thinking I’m trying to “show off”…
That doesn’t feel generous and loving to me.
In fact, this makes me think of the Law of Consecration.
ALL of my talents and gifts come from God anyways.
Anything that I do to increase my talents and gifts, whether it’s a musical gift, or it’s just opening my mouth and talking about the gospel…
Anything that I can do to increase any gift, is showing gratitude to the Lord.
Gratitude is the key.
When I’m filled with gratitude, then I don’t have any fear.
It has taken me a while to get to this point, but I want to be so ridiculously generous with my time and all of my talents.
Which means…
No fear. Only gratitude.
Happy Studying!
-Cali Black
