Not a sneaky enemy

Sometimes, Satan is not subtle.

We talk so much about how he can poison by degrees.

In Helaman Chapter 1, we learn that Moronihah has his troops positioned in the outermost areas of the Nephite lands.

That makes sense, right?

The land closest to the Lamanites = greatest fortification.

In my life, I tend to put the greatest fortification on the things that I assume will be attacked the most, too.

I know how easy it is to have my spirit numbed by watching offensive media – so I make sure I’m attentive.

I know how easy it could be for Satan to get me to dwell in self-pity, jealousy, or hatred – so I unfollow anyone who evokes those emotions.

My efforts are there because I know those are easy wins.

But…

Sometimes, Satan is bold.

Sometimes, he skips the easy wins and goes straight for the heart.

I’ve had two major experiences like this in my life. Where suddenly and unexpectedly, my very core beliefs were being attacked and I wasn’t sure I was strong enough to hold up.

Coriantumr led the Lamanite armies past the outskirts of the Nephite lands. He didn’t even try to attack those first. Moronihah had all of his defense in the outer cities, and the Lamanites marched with great speed right past them.

They went straight for Zarahemla. The capital city.

The city fell.

And sometimes Satan marches past the little sins, the small temptations…

And he goes straight for those core beliefs.

And so I’ve learned to nurture my core beliefs. To place some guards there so it won’t fall at the first sign of distress.

Do I really believe in God?

Do I believe that Jesus Christ sacrificed himself for me?

Do I believe in a well-designed plan that is meant to bring me growth and joy?

Do I believe that the Book of Mormon is true?

Do I believe that this Church is the correct church?

These core questions that I often think are safe and secure from enemy attacks, actually need reinforcements from time to time.

Yes, the outskirts are important. The “easy wins” are where the enemy attacks most of the time.

But don’t forget to build up those core, essential questions, too.

Happy Studying!

-Cali Black