Where is my testimony grounded?
I’ve had to ask myself that question many times.
I’ve had other people ask me this question many times.
Because it’s been grounded in the wrong places before.
It’s been grounded in that fun leader who made me enjoy going to church.
It’s been grounded in having cool callings.
It’s been grounded in girls camp.
It’s been grounded in really nice people.
It’s been grounded in having a good social life and network.
And many more places that aren’t necessarily bad places to be at all.
But those things aren’t lasting.
So I’ve had to ask myself, “What do I really believe? What is this all about?“
It’s Jesus.
It’s His words and His teachings.
It’s His commandments and His covenants.
“The law of the Lord is perfect, converting the soul.” (Psalm 19:7)
My soul is now deeply, deeply converted to Jesus’ perfect word.
His word was given in ancient Old Testament times.
His word was taught and lived as an example in New Testament times.
His word was practiced and experienced in Book of Mormon times.
His word was reiterated in modern times.
The law, the commandments, the teachings, the covenants.
They aren’t new. They are everlasting.
And they truly and completely convert my soul.
It’s all about Jesus.
Happy Studying!
-Cali Black
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Cali, I am grateful for this question, “Where is my testimony grounded?” It caused me to think and confirm where my testimony lies.
I have been following you for a while now, and I want you to know how much I love the way you approach the gospel. Today I just heard your interview on the Lisa Show. I love your answers to the questions you were asked; they were so honest and real. I also love the questions you ask in the weekly emails you send out. Your Big Picture Mondays have really elevated my understanding of the New Testament and how the stories connect. Thank you for doing what you do. I have always struggled getting into the scriptures consistently.
Now I am beginning to see how important they are…
I had a recent experience with a close family member who has decided with his wife to stop going to church, and their adult kids are following them.
While we talked, I had no judgment; I love them so much, but I felt the Spirit help me to discern what he was saying. Some things I could relate to; other things were clear to me: when they were being persuaded by a worldly view. I had a clear impression after our conversation that this discernment was because of more consistently staying close to the Lord, through regularly attending the temple, working a shift in the temple, and keeping up on my scripture study daily. (Even if it was 5 minutes)
Bless you and your family for your amazing example and strong testimony of the scriptures.
Oh my goodness, I love comments like this so much! Your support means the world to me! Thank you for sharing your experience and testimony! <3